A year After

After a year of hiatus, I finally decided to update my blog.

What has gone through in one year's time?
- Too much that a single post can't describe.

How has my life changed?
- Only for the better

Have I grown?
- U bet. From a 361 degree aspect

Do I enjoy the past year of my life?
- There are ups and down but collectively, it was awesome ^^

What do I wish for in the future?
- Erm, happiness & a bright future I guess

Do I see myself accomplishing it?
- I see glimpse of hope. So I am going to continue on with being hopeful :)

Am I tired now?
- Uh-huh

Do I want to stop?
- Yup

Good Night Folks..

Philosophy of IFs

If God tells me:
-I could relive one moment with u, I would choose to be cuddled tightly in your warm and loving arms (cause I can never forget how good it felt)
-He could take away one hurtful thing you did to me, I would choose the day you decided to 'bitch' about me openly (cause it really broke my heart)
-He could take away all my sorrows about this incident, but with it goes all the memories about you as well, I would say NO
-He could turn back the time and let me choose again, I will make the same choice
-He could bring you back to me right now, then I guess....my answer might not be YES

Some Interesting Facts About Homo Sapiens

Lately I've been continuously impressed by the many facets of human personality. One of the many interesting facts that I learn includes how our behaviors are sometimes contradictory to who we actually are. For example, if I am a person with low self-esteem, I will usually appear proud and boastful just to feed my frail self-esteem. The sad part about this is that sometimes we don't do it on purpose. We somehow believe that we are confident and deserve to be confident. We don't know who we actually are...due to certain defense mechanism that decide to block everything up in order for us to continue striving in this demanding world. I wouldn't call this a bad thing but rather, a fascinating ideology.

Lately, I have been going through certain ups and downs in life that taught me a lot of life's valuable lessons. Although some of the experience are not something I would choose to go through, I am still grateful for the lessons learned.
However, I suddenly realize that no matter how much I learn, it is never adequate. What I mean is that whenever I think I have learned enough about a certain issue, I realize I am far from enlightenment. Guess that's how the phrase, 'learn till you die' come from. It also helps me realize that we can never lear everything in life....Just learn whatever we can and be sure to apply it :)

Cheers

The Lovely Garden

After a long hiatus, I think it is time for me to scribble something unto this lovely website of mine. After all, it is a place for me to rant and share bad/good experiences.

First, I am glad to be welcomed back here in Malaysia by a group of loving friends. Though I have spent 4 months away from them, 'The Garden' still has a place for me :)

Let me introduce you to my lovely friends that together made up 'The Garden'

We have
1) owner of the garden : Valerie Chua
2) The flower growing in the garden : Leow Jia Min
3) The grass that bring peace and serenity to the garden : Hillary Chew
4) The little butterfly flying around beautifying the garden : Evie Chua
5) The cute little bee buzzing around the garden : Ng Zi Yen

And of cause, last but not least ME (the colorful rainbow that shines the garden day and night and make the whole garden colorful..hehe)

There might be some arguments here and there between us at times (I guess) but all in all....we still make a great 'garden'...

Thank you girls for being part of my life

Happy Birthday Xiao Chao

Today is 'little grass's' birthday..
Happy birthday little grass...

So sad cant celebrate with you cause I am so far away...Wish you had a good time...and enjoy yourself to the fullest ya...I miss you

And also I would like to wish Yen a happy belated birthday :)
I cant join Yen's birthday celebration too :(

Well, guess what?
I am gonna miss both my BF's birthday who happen to fall on the same day......
Hmmmmmmmmmm...Hmmmmmmmmm

Happy Birthday Xiao Chao

Today is 'little grass's' birthday..
Happy birthday little grass...

So sad cant celebrate with you cause I am so far away...Wish you had a good time...and enjoy yourself to the fullest ya...I miss you

And also I would like to wish Yen a happy belated birthday :)
I cant join Yen's birthday celebration too :(

Well, guess what?
I am gonna miss both my BF's birthday who happen to fall on the same day......
Hmmmmmmmmmm...Hmmmmmmmmm

Lake Powell here I come

I have been trying to upload pictures of me here but still cant...Nevermind, will try a different method.
Anyway, next Tuesday and Wednesday, I will be going to Lake Powell, America's second biggest man-made lake I heard...its really cool and I might be doing jet ski...

It's time to dig out the bikini I bought there and sun bath.... :)