Emotional Turmoil

It's been so long since I last penned down my thoughts and emotions here in this special blog of mine.
There's so many to share; happy, joyful occasions as well as less delightful events.

I think it is only fair to conclude that the happy stuff that has been happening in my life far supersede any misfortune that befalls onto me. I am greatly blessed by the mighty one. Thank you Lord.

But there is this funny little sad feeling deep inside my heart right now. A feeling I can't seem to explain.
What is it that you are trying to tell me dear emotion? What's the message that you want to bring through to me?

I'm confused...